Sunday, January 29, 2006

Sunday, January 08, 2006

IF IT IS A DREAM DON'T WAKE ME UP

If it is a dream, leave me to it, may i never wake up from it. I feel good and i did not feel this good in a long time, i am serene, calm, in peace with the world. Even tough i am far from home and from everything and everybody and i miss all my friends and things, i feel essentially wonderful. And it does not happen often. And it hadn't been happening for a long time. And i hope it is going to happen more often. Because i like it, oh boy i like it. I like HIM a lot, i am crazy for him. As all humans he is he not perfect, but his look and his soul looks stunning in my eyes. If i am not in love yet i am falling in love. And even if it will not go as i can hope i will know how much i am happy just now and will be in the future.

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

LEAVING TODAY

I'm leaving today... going at his place, I'll be back in a few days and I wonder if it will seem all just a beautiful dream or if I will realise it is real. I am nervous, anxious, happy, worried, scared and confident. A new experience, a new environment, everything is new and different. Still I think it is going to be wonderful.